Secrets So Deep is a hauntingly beautiful read, with what I would call minor faults.
The premise of the book is.. captivating. As a young child, Avril’s mother drowns in what was ruled an accident – and she, herself nearly drowned. With no memories of anything before the drowning, several empty holes in her heart, and phantoms from the past lurking behind her, Avril heads to a summer camp for a theatrical production hosted by her mother’s bestfriend, in a ghost town.
The most prevalent themes are finding oneself and processing grief.
I loved that every chapter heading was written like a script; Act I, Scene III. I felt like it helped draw me into the story. Ginny Myer Sain did a fantastic job setting the scene and building suspense – I try to always write myself notes while reading, and my notes are all over the place with Secrets So Deep. The different layers she had built had me continuously trying to guess the outcome. The waking nightmares, visions, strange sounds, and disorienting fog blended together to create this precipice between what is real and what is not.
I did find that in the beginning I wasn’t as drawn to the story as I had hoped. I was a bit confused as nothing I was reading seemed to fit in with the blurb. The pace was a bit slower than I would have liked as well, but by the second or third chapter I was pretty immersed in the story, staying up way too late because I could not put it down until I had answers!
A majority of the characters were complex – which is needed in a novel such as this. Others I felt were un-needed and unbelievable – in my opinion, as their relationships with the main characters were shallow at best and a good portion of their interactions were brushed to the side by Avril.
I also would have enjoyed a more fulfilling epilogue. I felt kind of cheated after that big plot twist and ending. Although, at the same time.. it erases everything I thought had happened. Another twist, perhaps?
There are definitely some things in this book that could triggering for others.
– Mention of suicide
– Mention of/implied sexual assault
– Cultist views
– Underage drinking/smoking
All in all, this was a fantastic YA thriller, full of suspense and just the right amount of romance.
The haunting summer camp on the water is a perfect setting for ghost stories.
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